Friday, April 2, 2010 at 12:42 AM
OK, so i was watching a documentary by BBC on the miotv thing called "The face makers", which is about those doctors helping the children in rural Philipines that suffer from cleft lips, palates or any life-endangering face defects. Makes me wonder why I'm bothered by little things in life when out there, there are more important stuff for me to fill my mind instead of those childish stuffs I see, experience, do everyday. Immature people (yes, == i admit, including myself), people who thinks they are mature, and those childish stuffs we do everyday, which we think are very 'mature'.
The irony huh? We keep commenting and insulting people whom we think are immature, yet, we never ever thought that letting these people affect us, we are just stooping to their level. Again, as humans, no one is ever perfect (omg... so cliche) so yes, everyone goes through the immature stage. (including me... YES! I'm immature. Wow... I just basically insulted myself) But seriously, == must we really go all the way to hate people that we don like to the core. I see exampes everyday. From school, to home, to basically everywhere. Dramas. hahas. Like just we because we hate someone, must we really hate those friends around them who never actually offended us?? Just because they do something stupid, must we really go all the way to comment about them? Which is basically ironical (too much history... keep on using history terms. LOL.), cause if we are 'not bothered' about them, why do we keep on observing them? remembering what they do? then start ranting on how hatable, how much they suck?
Looking at those children, who suffers from cleft lips, cleft palates, tumors growing from their brians, really makes me think, those problems troubling me, whether small or big, are they really worth my concern? (Ok, maybe those big, REAL ones) but like omg... she/he hates me and basically just flame me on blogs or omg... she/he is sooooo troubled because she/he in bgr and they just quarrelled. --> IT'S THE END OF THE WORLD!!!! AH!!!! (==") Those helpless children have more stuff to think about, such as not being able to live cause they can't breathe due to their tumor growing outside of their face, basically affecting their breathing la.
So, like any regular person would do, after i post this, i'm gonna go back and start being immature again. How nice... Irritating, Immature, Zi High, Me. (Why do I keep on insulting myself today? Seriously.) aka Me having no qualms about gossiping, commenting, laughing at people. HAHA... Maybe I might try not to be affected by other peeps comments and opinions abt me. (But it never kills to try to improve yourself --> CONSTRUCTIVE COMMENTS) and not just SOME IDIOTIC BIASED COMMENTS.
So yea=) have i matured? maybe. Still immature? obviously. I mean... everyone is... immature... Just depends on who is more immature. LOL... I bet even the world's saintliest person also has their immature moments la. Anyways, Whatever it is, I guess I can just never please anyone and everyone. Rather please myself. So whatever you guys think of me. I guess you still care cause you even bother to remember to go to my blog (which is quite dead btw) and MY nicknames, is for me to call ON MY OWN. Don't go around using MY nickname to insult me== Or whatever I'm asumming for that matter. Btw, no matter what you think abt her, with wat u are doing, u seem just the same. *re-reads my post*<-- see?? Compare it to what i just wrote just now, i subconciously did something so ironical again... == aiya... don care la. Psht. Write until i shuang. Why do I even bother?
Than again, why must we all strive to be more mature? Immature has it's good sides too. not being too bothered about the real world. Less stress. LOL... this seems like a qns whether the egg or chicken came first. (I don really see the link myself) Nvm!=) Let all emotions go and become rational... *Xin Jing Zi Ran Liang* Phew... Great... another news on a preist raping four boys. (or was it girls. still the same...) what's up with this world?? (yea, a lot's up...)
The irony huh? We keep commenting and insulting people whom we think are immature, yet, we never ever thought that letting these people affect us, we are just stooping to their level. Again, as humans, no one is ever perfect (omg... so cliche) so yes, everyone goes through the immature stage. (including me... YES! I'm immature. Wow... I just basically insulted myself) But seriously, == must we really go all the way to hate people that we don like to the core. I see exampes everyday. From school, to home, to basically everywhere. Dramas. hahas. Like just we because we hate someone, must we really hate those friends around them who never actually offended us?? Just because they do something stupid, must we really go all the way to comment about them? Which is basically ironical (too much history... keep on using history terms. LOL.), cause if we are 'not bothered' about them, why do we keep on observing them? remembering what they do? then start ranting on how hatable, how much they suck?
Looking at those children, who suffers from cleft lips, cleft palates, tumors growing from their brians, really makes me think, those problems troubling me, whether small or big, are they really worth my concern? (Ok, maybe those big, REAL ones) but like omg... she/he hates me and basically just flame me on blogs or omg... she/he is sooooo troubled because she/he in bgr and they just quarrelled. --> IT'S THE END OF THE WORLD!!!! AH!!!! (==") Those helpless children have more stuff to think about, such as not being able to live cause they can't breathe due to their tumor growing outside of their face, basically affecting their breathing la.
So, like any regular person would do, after i post this, i'm gonna go back and start being immature again. How nice... Irritating, Immature, Zi High, Me. (Why do I keep on insulting myself today? Seriously.) aka Me having no qualms about gossiping, commenting, laughing at people. HAHA... Maybe I might try not to be affected by other peeps comments and opinions abt me. (But it never kills to try to improve yourself --> CONSTRUCTIVE COMMENTS) and not just SOME IDIOTIC BIASED COMMENTS.
So yea=) have i matured? maybe. Still immature? obviously. I mean... everyone is... immature... Just depends on who is more immature. LOL... I bet even the world's saintliest person also has their immature moments la. Anyways, Whatever it is, I guess I can just never please anyone and everyone. Rather please myself. So whatever you guys think of me. I guess you still care cause you even bother to remember to go to my blog (which is quite dead btw) and MY nicknames, is for me to call ON MY OWN. Don't go around using MY nickname to insult me== Or whatever I'm asumming for that matter. Btw, no matter what you think abt her, with wat u are doing, u seem just the same. *re-reads my post*<-- see?? Compare it to what i just wrote just now, i subconciously did something so ironical again... == aiya... don care la. Psht. Write until i shuang. Why do I even bother?
Than again, why must we all strive to be more mature? Immature has it's good sides too. not being too bothered about the real world. Less stress. LOL... this seems like a qns whether the egg or chicken came first. (I don really see the link myself) Nvm!=) Let all emotions go and become rational... *Xin Jing Zi Ran Liang* Phew... Great... another news on a preist raping four boys. (or was it girls. still the same...) what's up with this world?? (yea, a lot's up...)
1st July 1995
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