Wednesday, November 10, 2010 at 12:06 AM
Hahas. Just realised my previous post was my 90th post. So... REACHING 100TH POST SOON! =D I think I shall post my 100th blog post and twitter together=) HAHAS.
Sometimes, do you ever get the feeling that you just CAN'T WAIT to grow up? So you can support your own self, be independent and stuff? Yet, sometimes, you just DREAD to grow up. Like you are losing a part of yourself? Was listening to Taylor Swift's "fifteen" yesterday and realised I missed out on a lot of fun this year. It seems to me I was so wrapped up in cca, school, hw... and more cca. BUT I'M 15 JUST ONCE. I just feel like I'm losing something special. My youth, my innocence. (If I still have any remaining) LOL. Then, I listened to "16 going on 17" and just dreaded the day this song actually applies to me. HAHA.
But somehow, the lyrics made me want to just grow up, so I can actually experience love??? LOL. Fancy this coming out from me. XD But reality and fantasy makes love turn out so differently. Some say love it is a flower~ hahas. ok, not.singing. If those love that exists in songs and dramas can actually happen, i bet the divorce rates would go down very quickly. hahas. But in my books, it does happen. Just that the drama does not show what happens AFTER the couple got their happily-ever-after. They might just end up in divorce for all you know. lol. Reality makes everything seem so scary. How realistic people are just makes love seem so... insignificant. So... political. How after couples get married the wife have to do this, do that just to ensure the husbands don't cheat or even if they did, the wife would be financially safe??? What ever happened to the true meaning of love and marriage?? I guess I'm just like everyone else... guessing... Till then, I think I shall go back watching and reading SoEul. HAHAS. Some fanfic authors are just SUPERB. Too bad they did not actually write the book out. It could turn out to be the best seller. Ah well~ Bye~~~~
P.S. To JunHui: HAHAS. Don't make me sound so wei da. All I did was to "see the light". Don't worry=) Things will get better! \(^^)/ (at the very least, SEEM better. LOL.) And aww~~ You've been reading my blog~ *sniffs* I thought no one actually reads it other than the times i ask them help me tag. LOL. Actually I've been reading yours too. Hahas. =P and a lot of other people's one.
1st July 1995
SMILE=D
